Bah

I thought I'd make myself update the blog for my own sake. I haven't used my scooter in probably over a month. I feel like crap every time I get home after riding it. It's been way to hot for the dogs to pull me on it so no more joyriding until it cools down. This stomach pain is beginning to be too much. The pain pills make me stupid and forgetful so I don't take them if I have stuff to do. Monday I'm going to a specialist at Froedtert (the weirdest spelled hospital ever) to see Dr. Halverson for my pelvic region-ed issues. I think it's just to schedule an operation date. I think they're planning to take one O' them little cameras and stick it in my stomach and look around for the perpetraitor of my pain. I really hope they find something and there's a way to get rid of the damn thing. I'm sick of not being able to do daily things. For instance going to school. I probably only went to school once in the past month. I didn't even make it a half day. After 1st block I went and quick got some tests done and went home because I just couldn't handle it. There's no way I can ease the pain while at school. The only pain meds that do ANYTHING for the pain is the Tramadol/Ultram but it makes me sleep like a bear and be incredibly stupid.

My mom keeps blaming it on the Gluten. But I'm fairly sure it isn't. Unless we're getting into some contaminated food I haven't eaten anything I was unsure about.

So now my summer is all jumbled and I can't plan stuff because I don't know what's going to happen with this stomach stuff whether it's going to get better, worse, or solved. I'd like to be in the marching band again last year. I love all the people in band that sometimes during the school year I could play in both band and orchestra. There's a children's musical group I was in for a few years that I'd like to help out with the directing and stage stuff. Plus during the summer I should have my drivers license and can work more often. So far I have NOTHING on my calender for this summer because I don't want to make plans and have them either jumbled and being gone half the time. Or just not even happening =/.

I hate it but it's a 'wait and see' game.